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I "met" someone who's taking the time to get to know me. It feels good. I wonder if it will last.
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Im on edge. I just want to curl up and cry.
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Today, I got approved for an insurance policy. That's good news. I like to be ready for the inevitable.
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I have a crazy obsession with getting things ready for when im gone. I have two insurance policies of my own and two funeral plans because i plan to die twice. Stocks and investments. All paperwork in one area with a list of contact numbers of my agents.
I didnt have a good and comfortable life, until now im struggling. And although i keep fighting everyday to do the things i dreamed of, im also very practical.
I can no longer pretend im lara croft and visit Cambodia. Im not sure when I can visit Japan and try all their different types of ramen.
So what im doing now is legacy building. The least i can do is pave the way for my brother and his future kids to live a moderately comfortable life.
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Insomnia strikes again. Thinking of two things, work and a certain someone. So i started working. Nothing like focused time when coding.
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I wonder if spas are open now and how safe it is to go to one. I need a total relaxation day. I need a mani/pedi, body scrub, wax and a massage. Probably facial cleaning and diamond peel too. And a haircut. Then some good food after.
I wonder if gyms are also open now.
Grasping for some sense of normalcy here.
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On leave today. I woke up before 6am as usual... But at least i had the option tp stay in bed.
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Woke up to something unexpected. At least I know... Time to work again and exhaust myself mentally.
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Been working and cleaning nonstop for 4 days now. When im mentally tired, I clean the house. When I'm physically tired, I resume work.
Lots of progress on both ends. If i have more time, I'll even paint the walls.
Is it relaxing? No. Is it therapeutic? Yes.
At the end of the day, I'm dead tired. Then I wake up 4hours later and repeat the cycle.
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1:36am.. I've been working non-stop since yesterday 6am. I need to get some rest.
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Spent the day cleaning ... Im finally getting rid of the old encyclopedia sets... I have 3 sets and ive read two of the sets... Found a group that would accept my encyclopedias.
For the musicphiles(is this a word?) out there.. im getting rid of an estimated 200+ cassette tapes. Anyone interested before they end up in the trash bin?
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I tried that wood sticker i saw in Home buddies.... Hated it. Im buying paint!