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  1. Viola

    Headache, high fever and body pains. This vax dose hit me hard. And then deadlines for tomorrow. Need to work. Need to rest.

    1. Nightwriter

      Nightwriter

      @Sofia take care always, Sofia. 

       

  2. Viola

    Feeling the vaccine's side effects now... I feel like sh*t. I need lambing...

    1. Pepelito

      Pepelito

      🤗 😀

  3. Viola

    i finally got my first dose of vax. 

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    2. Viola

      Viola

      Moderna

    3. Pretty sachi san

      Pretty sachi san

      Wowwww

    4. Pepelito

      Pepelito

      Good job

  4. Viola

    I'd like to stay in bed. Preferably with someone's arms wrapped around me. But im alone and work is piling up. I should get coffee and haul myself out if bed. 

  5. Viola

    This life effing sucks.

    1. Deus_1nterfectorem

      Deus_1nterfectorem

      Yes, it does 🌀

  6. Viola

    Tonight, i've set up my cryptowallet... First time to dabble into crypto. But the first step is done..now, i need to study

  7. Viola

    Re-watching Kingdom because i cant sleep

    1. Pepelito

      Pepelito

      Watched it also. Bitin no? 

    2. Viola

      Viola

      Yes. I watched ashin of fhe north first.. then rewatched kingdom.  

  8. Viola
    I just started to nap since ive only had a few hours of sleep last night. Immediately the dream started. Im sure i have seen a movie with a similar premise. In this dream, i am not an active participant. It is as if im watching a movie. There were a group of folks running around the hospital being chased by various monsters and ghosts. The first one was a ghost with a bloody hospital robe. You will die when he touches you and end up with bloody clothes like him. So this group ran and ran and got in an elevator. For now they are saved. But when the elevator went up and stopped at a certain floor.. they were greeted by a monster that stabbed them. The next scene. It was as if the monsters noticed the audience and faced the camera. This monster smiled and reached out hand. It was beckoning.. and i reached for its hands knowing i will be devoured.
  9. Viola
    I didnt know we have this thread. My dreams have always been vivid and weird. I'll probably post here in a lot. I had a dreamless night last night though.
  10. Viola
    Im not working in the science field now... But i've always been interested in how things work. I was a bookworm even when i was still a kid. Read a lot of books instead of playing outside. I loved math and logic. In 4th grade, we were introduced to spaghetti programming. I forgot what it was, but more likely it was lotus 1,2,3. I loved it. For my final project, i created a text-based "encyclopedia" of the solar system. Basically, i have 28 books, all about the solar system programmed some sort of wiki so they can navigate through the content that i copied from the 28 books. I felt so mature compared to my classmates. I was also friends with the librarian that she allowed me to take home more books that what was allowed In high school, we also had our version of a programming class. If i remember things correctly, it was turbo pascal. I loved it. I even got an award as best in programming come graduation. With my love of math, logic and coding, i naturally ended up in an computer engineering course. I loved my engineering mechanics. I loved logic gates and creating diagrams that would lead to my expected output and finally creating the circuit that would make it my diagrams tangible. I loved all of it. Unfortunately, i got sidetracked and ended up in the BPO industry. Stayed there for 11years before i decided, i need something closer to what i love doing. A couple of years ago, I found out about a scholarship for data science. I applied with no hesitation and got in. Now, im in data analytics. Doing the things i love. Coding and crunching numbers.
  11. Viola

    Feeling sick again. Bad headache and weakness of limbs. 

    1. Pretty sachi san

      Pretty sachi san

      Awww take multi vitamins and hot soup.❤️

    2. Viola

      Viola

      I figured i need vitamins. I dont take any. I had noodles and dumplings for lunch. The weather is playing tricks with my old body.

    3. Lakyeme

      Lakyeme

      Pagaling kapo

  12. Viola

    Alone again, naturally. 

  13. Viola

    Woke up from a nightmare.  I wish i can cuddle next to someone and calm my nerves. 

    There's really something comforting when enveloped in a tight embrace. 

    Oh well, since i cant go back to sleep now, i'll just put in some work. 

  14. Viola

    Being on a no rice diet is much harder than i think. When my body automatically reaches for the rice when it is time to eat. I failed during lunch. I was already halfway through lunch before i realized i was eating rice. I succeeded this dinner. I will try again tomorrow and be more intentful. 

  15. Viola
    OO by Up Dharma Down. 'Di mo lang alam, naiisip kita Baka sakali lang maisip mo ako 'Di mo lang alam, hanggang sa gabi Inaasam makita ka muli Nagtapos ang lahat sa 'di inaasahang Panahon at ngayon ako'y iyong iniwang Luhaan, sugatan, 'di mapakinabangan Sana nagtanong ka lang kung 'di mo lang alam Sana'y nagtanong ka lang kung 'di mo lang alam Ako'y iyong nasaktan Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Hindi mo lang alam kay tagal na panahon Ako'y nandirito pa rin hanggang ngayon para sa 'yo Lumipas mga araw na ubod nang saya 'Di pa rin nagbabago ang aking pagsinta Kung ako'y nagkasala, patawad na sana Ang puso kong pagal ngayon lang nagmahal Oh, 'di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan O baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Puro siya na lang, sana'y ako naman 'Di mo lang alam, ika'y minamasdan Sana'y iyong mamalayan Hindi mo lang pala alam, 'di mo lang alam Kahit tayo'y magkaibigan lang Bumabalik lahat sa t'wing nagkukulitan Baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Ako'y nandito lang, hindi mo lang alam Matalino ka naman Kung ikaw at ako ay tunay na bigo Sa laro na ito ay dapat bang sumuko? Sana 'di ka na lang pala aking nakilala Kung alam ko lang ako'y iyong masasaktan Nang ganito, sana'y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko 'Di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan O baka sakali lang maisip mo naman Puro siya na lang, sana'y ako naman 'Di mo lang alam, ika'y minamasdan Sana'y iyong mamalayan Hindi mo lang pala alam, oh Malas mo Ikaw ang natipuhan ko 'Di mo lang alam ako'y iyong nasaktan
  16. Viola
    rainy days and mondays by the carpenters... Very apt song today of all days
  17. Viola
    Shakey's
  18. Viola

    I want to start dating again...so i'm officially on a diet, after i eat these two boxes of pizza I just ordered. 

    1. Storm Trooper

      Storm Trooper

      As they say, "Diet is die with a T."  😃

    2. Viola

      Viola

      Hahaha. Im semi-serious this time. But i already ordered the pizzas before i decided i want to start dating again... 

    3. Pretty sachi san

      Pretty sachi san

      Haha thats a lot

  19. Viola

    Lazy Sunday is not so lazy. My mind is restless and full of the following thoughts 

    1) i want to finish this painting today 

    2) i need to finish that code and that other report 

    3) i'm excited im getting my first vax dose this week 

    4) i want to reach out but why 

    5) how do i get a housing loan to renovate my house 

    6) should i try axie or similar crypto-earning games 

    7) lastly, i really want to eat steak today. 

  20. Viola

    Anybody up? Need someone to talk to 

  21. Viola
    So the last few weeks have been a struggle. I started the year with the right headspace. I was ok, mostly. Met someone, my mistake was i let that someone get too close that i started depending on him in times when it wasnt too good. Long story short, because of circumstances, that someone ended up being a source of confusion and anxiety. Part of me wished to go back to the days when i find comfort in his company. But that isnt the case anymore. So now, im going through the motions when you have to let someone or something go. I there are times when im angry, times when i want to reach out, times when i just wallow. Overall, i just want to say, the past few weeks have been a struggle because it just magnified how alone and lonely i really am.
  22. Viola

    TGIF.. slept for an hour and now getting ready to present the project i worked on last night. I cant wait for this week to be over 

  23. Viola

    Spent the night finishing a project due at 7am. At least i still have roughly 4 hours to sleep. I love coding 

  24. Viola
    Trying so hard not to reach out nor react. I'll just be ignored. I was kept away and pushed out, so i decided to just walk away.
  25. Viola

    Finally internet is back up. Couldnt function without stable internet. It really has become one of our basic needs... More so during this pandemic

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