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Viola

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  1. No means No. 

  2. I havent been sleeping well at night. Now, i feel lightheaded and dizzy

  3. What a stressful Monday.

  4. Unplugged from work....eating halo halo while taking a break from my paint by numbers project
  5. Insomnia strikes again

  6. Addition to my paint by numbers collection now....
  7. What to eat in a hot friday afternoon to celebrate a job well done.

  8. Also played DragonVale.. got bored. Clash of Clan - got bored pokemon go - pandemic cant walk around Wizards unite - same dev niantic, pandemic cant walk around Ragnarok - dont have any friends to play with Candy crush, word search games, sudoku, crossword puzzles - got bored The Room 1,2,3 - finished them all. This is an immersive room escape type of game. Great graphics. Paid game but worth it. The part iv is still too expensive for me too.. waiting for them to release part v so part iv price becomes cheap. Recently state of survival and last fortress - similar gameplay, SoS is better though. I got pissed off at pinoy players bullying others. They said the attacks are part of game but incessant attacks hinder growth for player and forces them to join bigger alliances or quit altogether. Essentially ruining game play for casual.players like me. Uninstalled it for the stress it caused me. Currently looking for a great game for casual.players like me. I dont like mobile legends type of game.
  9. I was about to go to bed when i decided tk check my work email. Next thing I know, i already spent more than 1 hour composing a response that managed to convey three main points

    1) if you are smart, you shouldn't be asking me these questions.

    2) why are you asking me regarding other people's reports, ask them.

    3) btw, one of my reports isn't accurate because you haven't updated the data table it was pulling from. Garbage in, garbage out. But no data is bad.

    Of course, i tried to convey it nicely... With a slight shade. That's why it took more than 1 hour to compose. Hays. 

     

     

     

  10. I just started watching Gotham... Im not a Batman fan so i dont know the lore. I only know bits and pieces. So question, commissioner Gordon was supposed to be a good cop/leader...but didnt Gotham become effed up under his watch? Let me know.. was it more effed up before? Did he somehow improve it? Or is it a case of corruption, crime and evil being deeply ingrained in society that it will take more than one man (or batman) to clean it up. Does it mean that we are also doomed as a country since corruption is part of our everyday lives
  11. Mad Mark's in Glorietta Manila creamery.. cute pa yung owners.. nagpa cute ako. carmen's best
  12. I paint. But there are days that are so bad that even painting doesn't work.
  13. Cant sleep

     

  14. Today is a bad day. Yesterday was worse. I dont know what else i can give. No matter what i do, it is never enough. Last night, i cried myself to sleep. I spent today painting to numb myself. The sad thing is that instead of being your support... Its your own family that breaks you.
  15. It is a bad day.. a very bad day.

  16. Salted caramel cold brew with cloud foam...not recommended. Half the cup is sweet foam.
  17. I was 21 when i met you, you were 37. I fell in love with you and you said you loved me too. It was too late when i found out you were married. I had to let you go of course. If you were single, i never would have let you go. I never stopped loving you. From time to time, i still think of you. I tell myself, if only... Now im 39, you would be 55 now. I hope you had a good life. 18years have passed and i still hold our good memories in my heart. Once again, if only you were free...
  18. Does cardboard/wood models count? Most are printables
  19. Oh ok.. we are posting TG accounts? Mine is @Viola_25 though i mostly use TG for news updates
  20. I'll start. I am depressed. I haven't been clinically diagnosed but im seeing a counselor for me to manage my depression. Why, because one day I said to myself, wouldn't it be nice if im dead. That's when i know i needed to seek help first from a counselor. There are bad days and good days. Most days are just tolerable. I wake up knowing that today is going to be bad. If i wake up without the feeling of loneliness, then I know it'll be a good day.. but how long will it remain good I have learned my triggers and i try to avoid them. One if the things i experience is the quick change in emotions. I am quick to anger and sadness. However, it is a struggle to be happy. For example, today is a bad day for me. I woke up at 330am, with this feeling of loneliness and i started crying. I know what triggered it. With no one to talk to at this hour, i turn to tonight or stars to air out my thoughts. Hence, i started this thread. Do you also experience bad days like i do? To add, my counselor said, i should practice self care and i am confused. What is self care? That could be for another topic though.
  21. When we talk about health, we default to the physical aspect. How to lose weight or how to be fit? Which exercises or diets are effective? But we seldom talk about mental health. This thread aims to shed light to different mental health issues, triggers and support. If you are experiencing a particularly bad day, this can serve as an outlet to air your thoughts out.
  22. It was a bad day. I need someone to talk to

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