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  1. Hello kawaii๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜
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  2. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  3. Minahal natin ang isa't isa. Pero sa ibang paraan. Nanatili tayo na nandyan para sa isa't isa. Bilang magkaibigan. Ang saya natin noon, sigurado ako, na iisa ang iniisip at nararamdaman natin. Sabay tayong nakukuntento sa kung anong meron sa atin. Sinong niloko ko? Sa totoo lang, nakukulangan ako kasi pwede namang tayo. Sigurado naman ako sa nararamdaman ko, ang kaso, baka ipinagpapalagay ko lang na ganoon din ang iyo? Pero bakit ganoon, iba yung pakiramdam ko. Alam kong ganito rin ang nararamdaman mo. Kitang-kita ko sa mga ngiti at mata mo. Sa mga kilos mo, sa mga pinaparamdam mo. Nagagalak ako na nariyan ka, habang nagluluksa ako para sa kaduwagan ko. Lumipas ang maraming taon, marami ng nangyari. Tamang kamustahan nalang, o kung mapagbigyan ng pagkakataon, mas mahabang usapan. Nakalimutan ko na nga yung sa atin noon. Wala palang atin, ako lang ang nag iisip nito. Hanggang sa ibinalita mong ang nalalapit na pag iisang dibdib nyo ng nobyo mo. Anong nangyari, bakit ang bilis? Bukod sa pagkakaiba ng paniniwala at antas ng pamumuhay, napalayo rin ang distansya at presensya ng isa't isa. Pero ayos lang, sobrang nagagalak ang puso ko na natagpuan mo na yung kaligayahan mo. Subalit hindi ko maitago ang konting kirot. Paano magluksa para sa taong nandyan pa? Kaya gumawa ako ng ibang bagay na labis na ikasasaya ko, tinutukan ko ang mga bagay na walang kinalaman sa pag-ibig. Ganoon naman dapat. Lumipas ulit ang ilang taon, mas madalang na kamustahan nalang ang nangyayari. Natural lang iyon dahil may kabiyak ka ng iniintindi. At may pamilya na kayong sinisimulan. Pero sobrang nagulat ako sa ibinalita ng isa sa mga kaibigan natin ang iyong pagkawala nang dahil sa sakit. Nakakabigla, samantalang magkausap pa tayo ilang araw bago mabanggit sa akin ito. Anong nangyari, bakit ang bilis? Itong tanong na naman na ito. Ganoon nalang yun. Masayahin akong tao, at madali akong mag waksi nang ano mang uri ng kalungkutan na nararamdaman ko. Pero iba yung ngayon. Hindi ko mapigilang makaramdam ng pighati. Pero wala, parte ng buhay ang kamatayan. Masyadong yatang napaaga? Ang buhay daw ay nagsisimula pagtuntong ng apatnapung gulang, pero kulang ka pa ng labingapat. Pagluluksa na naman, pero ngayon, marami kami. Dumalaw kaming mga kaibigan mo syempre. Tamang kamustahan at kwentuhan kasama ang nanay mo. Sinasariwa namin yung mga magagandang ala-ala na iniwan mo. Nalungkot ako sa mga kwento nila na pinagdaanan mo. Bakit di mo sinabi sakin? Sabi mo masaya ka, at ang tanga ko na hindi ko kinumpirma o hindi ko man lang naramdaman sa'yo. At mas nasaktan ako na parang sinampiga sa narinig ko ng bigkasin ng isa sa malapit mong kaibigan na noon pa man, gusto mo rin ako. Hindi pala ako nag iilusyon, totoo pala ang mga pakiramdam ko noon. At oo, kinumpirma iyon ng nanay mo. Pinilit kong hindi maluha. Nalula, natulala, parang saglit na nawala sa sarili, lumutang, hindi ko maipaliwanag. Hindi ko alam kung anong salita ang gagamitin para maipaliwanag yung nararamdaman ko. Pambihira, may ganito pala sa totoong buhay, akala ko sa mga lathalain at pelikula lang. Pero syempre pinilit kong maging kalmado at pinanatili ang kalamigan ng aking loob. Hindi ito ang tamang oras para ipaliwanag ang sarili ko sakanila at aminin iyong magal ko nang lihim. Ang tanga ko at ang duwag ko, yun lang ang paulit-ulit na naglalaro sa isipan ko. Sana ako yung nagparanas ng mga bagay na magindapat para sa'yo. Minsan na nga lang ako magkakaroon ng pagkakataon na bigyan ka ng bulaklak, sa libing mo pa. Tama siguro yung guro natin sa pamamahayag nung sinabihan nya ako ng mas loko-loko pa ako sa kalokohan at nahihibang na ako, napakamasayahin kong tao, pero pag pinapasulat nya ako ng mga artikulo at tula puro patungkol sa kalungkutan ang naisusulat ko. Wala e, sa ganitong paraan ko lang kayang aminin ang kahinaan at kaduwagan ko. Walang espasyo ang panghihinayang at pagsisisi ngayon. Naiisip pa rin kita. Isa ka sa pinakamagandang ala-ala at pinakamasakit na leksyon ko. May mga oras pa rin na nangungulila at ginugunita ko ang mga hampas at kurot mo pag natutuwa ka. Sa pagdantay mo sa balikat ko pag nalulumbay ka, o pinapatay lang natin yung oras. Yung buong taon na ginugol ko sa tersiyaryong antas na ikaw lang ang kapares ko sa tuwing may pagdiriwang o aktibidad tulad ng pagsayaw, o kung ano pa man. Dahil lang sa rason na ayaw mong may ibang hahawak sa'yo o hahawak sa akin, baka malason at ating munting kaisipan noon, na kung tayo man lang ay walang malisya. Pambihira, dahilan mo lang pala iyon. Pero gustong gusto ko naman iyon. Yung pag bahagi mo ng baon mo sa akin. Yung laging pagpapaalala ko na uminom ka ng tubig dahil lagi mong kinakatamaran. Yung unang beses na pinunan natin ang patlang ng ating mga daliri. Pag yumayakap ka kapag may magandang balita, o malungkot ka. Yung pagdampi ng labi mo sa labi ko kahit saglit lang, na ang rason ay niligtas mo lang naman ako dahil nalunod ako, at nung naiahon mo na ako, nataranta ka at kahit nakita mong humihinga ako at nagsagawa ka ng CPR at Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. Parehas tayong natawa sa ginawa mo, sabi mo nga kung iisipin, parehas nating unang halik yun. At sabay din tayong nahiya sa isa't isa nung naisip na natin. Pero nakakahiya talaga iyon, kalalake kong tao, hindi ako marunong lumangoy at ikaw pa nagligtas sa akin. Biruin mo, nakaya mo ko samantalang hanggang balikat lang kita. Yung pagkanta mo kapag tumutugtog ako ng gitara. Para sakin, sa'yo ang pinakamagandang tinig na narinig ko. At noong una kitang maisayaw, ikaw ang pinakamagandang babae na nakita ko. Sa totoo lang, marami pa, napakarami pa. Alam ko namang walang papansin nito, at wala na rin yung gusto ko na makabasa nito. Pero ang sarap pala sa pakiramdam na sabihin yung totoong nararamdaman ko. Kahit sa ganitong paraan lang. Taon ko na ring kinikimkim ito.
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  4. I think this applies to both women and men : Don't be sleeping with somebody who had slept with a lot of people! Chances are, the relationship wouldn't last. People with a lot of vices, specifically if they drink liquor a lot. Just like si Kuya, above me, โฌ†๏ธhe specifies that if the person makes so many excuses just for the bottle - RUN. Lastly, I like to remind everybody is that there are people who are mentally unstable. We cannot change people as much as we invested our feelings and money towards them. If somebody makes you feel bad about yourself. Leave the relationship.
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  5. I like a nice guy who likes to have fun. Someone who is not uptight and not too fresh. I like someone who is a good son , brother and friend.
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  6. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  7. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  8. ๐Ÿ’‹ Hello my name is MIHO. I'm reposting photos from my profile page. You can FOLLOW ME here.
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  9. Getting to know a person you care about is a life long process. The things that one likes or hates may change down the road as life evolves and new experiences good and bad mold a persons physical, mental and emotional well being through the years. There is one saying that I know will always hold true - That the only permanent thing in life is change.
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  10. Tatoossss is so hot for me๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ๐Ÿ”ฅ
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  11. Has anyone here invested in crypto? What are your thoughts about it?
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  12. X-ray results did not show bone fracture ๐Ÿ˜…
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  13. I'm a 6-footer former basketball varsity. So height is not an issue because even my 2 brothers in New York stand 6'5". I prefer her to be prettier than the average, and of course with clear smooth skin.
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  14. When you're in Manila, you need to go two wheels (automatic), otherwise you'll go crazy. ๐Ÿ™ƒ
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  15. Jufran and Mang Tomas! ๐Ÿ™‚ Ahhhh the taste of childhood parties and fiesta time ๐Ÿ™‚
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  16. You hear people say..."Take it with a grain of salt". But why not liven it up and add in some sugar and spice ๐Ÿ˜„
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  17. Any idea or concept that you want to talk about during breakfast. I keep seeing this feed on my FB, the female who asks science experts to explain big ideas while on an elevator ride, and the experts are supposed to finish explaining after the short ride.
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  18. Just my old slippers ๐Ÿฉด๐Ÿฉด
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  19. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  20. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  21. โ™ฅ๏ธ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here ๐Ÿ™‚
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  22. ๐Ÿ‘„ I'm Aorie. Here is the link to my PROFILE PAGE, follow me! ๐Ÿ‘
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  23. ๐Ÿ‘„ I'm Aorie. Here is the link to my PROFILE PAGE, follow me! ๐Ÿ‘
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  24. For God Sake's, Get to know this person's family history before settling down because this might just save your life! On a first date, just keep the person talking about themselves and let them think that they're the most important person on the planet ( just by actively listening) and do your 'investigative analysis'. If you're actually looking into finding someone to settle down with, that is! Current events leads to future trends, my friend. Watch this person talk about trash about their family, lovers and friends, it won't be for long that you'd be 'trending' too. When people tell you about themselves for the first time, BELIEVE THEM! You can't save or change people, You're not going to devote your time fixing them at all. There are tons of people living around the world and you are not going sell yourself short for someone who has a bad attitude. You're better than that.
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  25. One day at a time...small steps..until it numbs the pain of separation. sometimes you need to just crawl back into a bottle to wash it all out. Some say just move on to the next, but that wouldn't be fair to your next partner or it may just make things more complicated or worse later on. Keeping busy. anything that would occupy your mind and get it out of the past. work..working out...getting a new hobby...use the time to get better while your wounds heal. Just keep moving forward. looking back on purpose just reopens the wounds that are healing. One day you'll just wake up fine and refreshed.
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  28. Our dog Koko having a beer and snacks
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  29. Best case for motorcycles is time. Imagine all the things you could do with the time you save from being stuck in traffic. Less time on the road = more time with the family.
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  30. On our way to Pangasinan..
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  32. Hmmm. let's see, what do women not tell you... They will not tell you that they want to out for dinner, but they will give you clues like they are tired of the usual food. They will not tell you that they are tired, they will just sit down, watch Netflix, observe if they take a deep breath when you are not looking. It means they are tired. They will not tell you that you smell bad, they will pretend they smelled something funny but not tell you directly that it was you they smelled. They will not tell you that they want a new iPhone 12 Pro Max. They will reboot their phones every now and then. Sometimes they show you that their FB crashed. Really? FB crashes? Sometimes you will see them charging often... Battery easily drains, daw. And when you go to the mall she will say she wants to go to the Apple Store, pretends not to care about the iPhone 12 Pro Max and looks at speakers. Really? Since when did she got interested in speakers? If you love your woman, buy her the best iPhone. It's the new De Beers.
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  33. I kinda agree. Haha. But nice read though.. I've learned something from above posts.
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  34. My purpose is to recycle organic carbon, and be recycled as organic carbon. Just passing through in this universe...
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  35. Posted by Kizmet on 30 September 2003 - 12:34 PM Well i don't really believe in ghost untill i experienced one - personal encounter actually! One dear friend of mine, whom I consider my soulmate died a few years back.. We were friends for more than 10 years. Almost a year of not hearing from him I got an overseas call from my female best friend (who introduced Patrick, my soulmate, to me) and told me that Patrick died of Cardiac Arrest. More than the pain of loosing my friend, it was much painful for me having heard the news about his sickness from somebody else. In my thoughts I talked to him, Itold him.. "you are just so unfair!!!!! you used to call me whenever you have problems... I thought we both believe we are soulmates??.. " and even call him "coward!!!!" for I believe when he was in the ER he has 2 choices - to live or to die, in which I believe he chose to die to run away from his many problems. I told him I'll never forgive him unless he'll talk to me... That same night I dreamt of him talking to me and asking for an apology.. I told him, this is impossible you are now dead.. then he said why don't you open your eyes.. that statement really woke me up!... I refused to open my eyes.. pero I decided to try it... I saw light.. little by little forming into human image...getting nearer and nearer where I was... I closed my eyes and felt cold... I shouted "I forgive you but I cant take much of this anymore...pleaseeeee.....!!!!! Things normalizes when I tried to open my again.... The following night I visited his wake (in Pasay), I don't usually look at coffins, but I did kasi nga friend ko sya... I talked to him and said my last goodbye..i even joked "I'll leave early, I don't have Patrick to take me home anymore.. iniwan mo na ako eh!"... When I turned my back, the lights went out...BROWN OUT! I told him "Ok ka lang Patrick??? You know I need to leave early, you know how far Cainta is from Pasay!!" I was forced to stay for a while... I am not brave enough to walk through Funeral home's hallway without lights!!!! Then came my best friend's cousin, who happened to be with somebody from Cainta, and offered me a ride...then I said "Ok ka talaga Patrick!" Coincidence or product of my imagination??? nah... i believe it was Patrick!
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