Viola
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Good evening! Thank goodness it is Friday. What a tiring week.
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So i was sick for two days and i thought i recovered today. But it looks like i still need time to rest. I dont feel anything except for general weakness. Like i was robbed of my strength. I worked in the morning and around lunch, i was distracted by something i read. So i decided to take a nap and i've been in and out of sleep since and i feel so weak again. Given, i also forgot to eat today. I ate some noodles just now.. so hopefully i regain some of my strength back.
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I'm on leave today and they all decide they need me to work. So stressed
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Today, I got approved for an insurance policy. That's good news. I like to be ready for the inevitable.
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I have a crazy obsession with getting things ready for when im gone. I have two insurance policies of my own and two funeral plans because i plan to die twice. Stocks and investments. All paperwork in one area with a list of contact numbers of my agents.
I didnt have a good and comfortable life, until now im struggling. And although i keep fighting everyday to do the things i dreamed of, im also very practical.
I can no longer pretend im lara croft and visit Cambodia. Im not sure when I can visit Japan and try all their different types of ramen.
So what im doing now is legacy building. The least i can do is pave the way for my brother and his future kids to live a moderately comfortable life.
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Im on edge. I just want to curl up and cry.
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Re-watching Kingdom because i cant sleep
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I finally have an aircon... Will finally be able to work comfortably without worrying about my laptop overheating
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Sweldo today, sabi ko kulang from my expected...12k pala na tax sakin this cutoff... Yes 12k sa isang kinsenas lang... This govt better give me my taxes' worth.
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Penge kausap. Sakit.
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@Nightwriter actually.. masakit because natalo president ko. But i accepted it as early as Monday night. I just needed someone to talk to at the time.
As for my ex, we still talk but im standing my ground. He wants me to take him back. But I really can't right now.
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Go out or stay home? I miss the days when I can go out just so I can read my new book in peace.
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It has been awhile since i saw someone .. i wonder how he's doing. I think i've gotten used to his absence. It doesnt bother me as much. I still hate being ghosted though. It makes me feel unworthy. Oh well, one step at a time.
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So you put up a great big sign that says, "bawal magtinda dito", and the vendors swarmed. The marketplace is buzzing and out of control. Without proper implementation of rules and ordinances, the marketplace will grow and the consumers will flock.
Hays. I'll just sleep this off.
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Hi Viola, there are times when things don't go as planned, and sometimes plans run wilder than expected. As admin of this site I am happy that you are here, sharing your ideas, opinions and feelings. I feel so blessed.
Stars! is for the exceptional members of Tonight!
Sometimes, special people do not mix. But there is always hope, and there's also tolerance. And people change.
I see you everyday here on Stars! You make my heart skip a beat. I hold my breath every time I see your "reported content". Sana hindi sya magsawa kaka report sa akin.
I see your bayanihan spirit burning! Ako na magpapasalamat sa iyo (at sa inyo ng brother mo) maraming salamat sa sinimulan nyo na community pantry.
I read your posts everyday Viola. You're a good person. A valued member or Stars!
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Experiencing vertigo now due to coding for 10 hours straight. My body wants to rest but my mind is still very active.
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Getting cross-eyed and visions begin to blur. How many nested if-else have I done so far. I love coding for 5 hours straight. i need coffee. Or someone to talk to
I wish you would call.
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Finally taken my first sick day for the year. Gone were the days of feeling invincible. Now, i feel frail. When a little change in the weather and a drop in temperature brings unbearable back pain...or maybe its because i spend so many hours slouched in front of a computer... Or both.
Anyway, im not getting any younger.
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Woke up to something unexpected. At least I know... Time to work again and exhaust myself mentally.
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That self-destructive mode when you need to be surrounded with people yet you push away everyone.
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Staying away from Stars for a bit. Nobody posts here anyway. For those who matter, you have my number.
Im always on edge, thinking if it is the end.
So i'll refocus on myself. Move on. Meet people and allow myself to be with someone who wants to be with me in return.
Thank you Stars. Thank you to the friends i've made. Call or text me.
To the enemies ive made, may you burn in hell.
To the one who held my heart, im taking it back. I wish you luck.
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In this day and age of body positivity, being called fat and ugly is pretty hurtful. It is much more painful when you are told thay nobody could love you because you are fat and ugly.
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