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  2. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  3. Minahal natin ang isa't isa. Pero sa ibang paraan. Nanatili tayo na nandyan para sa isa't isa. Bilang magkaibigan. Ang saya natin noon, sigurado ako, na iisa ang iniisip at nararamdaman natin. Sabay tayong nakukuntento sa kung anong meron sa atin. Sinong niloko ko? Sa totoo lang, nakukulangan ako kasi pwede namang tayo. Sigurado naman ako sa nararamdaman ko, ang kaso, baka ipinagpapalagay ko lang na ganoon din ang iyo? Pero bakit ganoon, iba yung pakiramdam ko. Alam kong ganito rin ang nararamdaman mo. Kitang-kita ko sa mga ngiti at mata mo. Sa mga kilos mo, sa mga pinaparamdam mo. Nagagalak ako na nariyan ka, habang nagluluksa ako para sa kaduwagan ko. Lumipas ang maraming taon, marami ng nangyari. Tamang kamustahan nalang, o kung mapagbigyan ng pagkakataon, mas mahabang usapan. Nakalimutan ko na nga yung sa atin noon. Wala palang atin, ako lang ang nag iisip nito. Hanggang sa ibinalita mong ang nalalapit na pag iisang dibdib nyo ng nobyo mo. Anong nangyari, bakit ang bilis? Bukod sa pagkakaiba ng paniniwala at antas ng pamumuhay, napalayo rin ang distansya at presensya ng isa't isa. Pero ayos lang, sobrang nagagalak ang puso ko na natagpuan mo na yung kaligayahan mo. Subalit hindi ko maitago ang konting kirot. Paano magluksa para sa taong nandyan pa? Kaya gumawa ako ng ibang bagay na labis na ikasasaya ko, tinutukan ko ang mga bagay na walang kinalaman sa pag-ibig. Ganoon naman dapat. Lumipas ulit ang ilang taon, mas madalang na kamustahan nalang ang nangyayari. Natural lang iyon dahil may kabiyak ka ng iniintindi. At may pamilya na kayong sinisimulan. Pero sobrang nagulat ako sa ibinalita ng isa sa mga kaibigan natin ang iyong pagkawala nang dahil sa sakit. Nakakabigla, samantalang magkausap pa tayo ilang araw bago mabanggit sa akin ito. Anong nangyari, bakit ang bilis? Itong tanong na naman na ito. Ganoon nalang yun. Masayahin akong tao, at madali akong mag waksi nang ano mang uri ng kalungkutan na nararamdaman ko. Pero iba yung ngayon. Hindi ko mapigilang makaramdam ng pighati. Pero wala, parte ng buhay ang kamatayan. Masyadong yatang napaaga? Ang buhay daw ay nagsisimula pagtuntong ng apatnapung gulang, pero kulang ka pa ng labingapat. Pagluluksa na naman, pero ngayon, marami kami. Dumalaw kaming mga kaibigan mo syempre. Tamang kamustahan at kwentuhan kasama ang nanay mo. Sinasariwa namin yung mga magagandang ala-ala na iniwan mo. Nalungkot ako sa mga kwento nila na pinagdaanan mo. Bakit di mo sinabi sakin? Sabi mo masaya ka, at ang tanga ko na hindi ko kinumpirma o hindi ko man lang naramdaman sa'yo. At mas nasaktan ako na parang sinampiga sa narinig ko ng bigkasin ng isa sa malapit mong kaibigan na noon pa man, gusto mo rin ako. Hindi pala ako nag iilusyon, totoo pala ang mga pakiramdam ko noon. At oo, kinumpirma iyon ng nanay mo. Pinilit kong hindi maluha. Nalula, natulala, parang saglit na nawala sa sarili, lumutang, hindi ko maipaliwanag. Hindi ko alam kung anong salita ang gagamitin para maipaliwanag yung nararamdaman ko. Pambihira, may ganito pala sa totoong buhay, akala ko sa mga lathalain at pelikula lang. Pero syempre pinilit kong maging kalmado at pinanatili ang kalamigan ng aking loob. Hindi ito ang tamang oras para ipaliwanag ang sarili ko sakanila at aminin iyong magal ko nang lihim. Ang tanga ko at ang duwag ko, yun lang ang paulit-ulit na naglalaro sa isipan ko. Sana ako yung nagparanas ng mga bagay na magindapat para sa'yo. Minsan na nga lang ako magkakaroon ng pagkakataon na bigyan ka ng bulaklak, sa libing mo pa. Tama siguro yung guro natin sa pamamahayag nung sinabihan nya ako ng mas loko-loko pa ako sa kalokohan at nahihibang na ako, napakamasayahin kong tao, pero pag pinapasulat nya ako ng mga artikulo at tula puro patungkol sa kalungkutan ang naisusulat ko. Wala e, sa ganitong paraan ko lang kayang aminin ang kahinaan at kaduwagan ko. Walang espasyo ang panghihinayang at pagsisisi ngayon. Naiisip pa rin kita. Isa ka sa pinakamagandang ala-ala at pinakamasakit na leksyon ko. May mga oras pa rin na nangungulila at ginugunita ko ang mga hampas at kurot mo pag natutuwa ka. Sa pagdantay mo sa balikat ko pag nalulumbay ka, o pinapatay lang natin yung oras. Yung buong taon na ginugol ko sa tersiyaryong antas na ikaw lang ang kapares ko sa tuwing may pagdiriwang o aktibidad tulad ng pagsayaw, o kung ano pa man. Dahil lang sa rason na ayaw mong may ibang hahawak sa'yo o hahawak sa akin, baka malason at ating munting kaisipan noon, na kung tayo man lang ay walang malisya. Pambihira, dahilan mo lang pala iyon. Pero gustong gusto ko naman iyon. Yung pag bahagi mo ng baon mo sa akin. Yung laging pagpapaalala ko na uminom ka ng tubig dahil lagi mong kinakatamaran. Yung unang beses na pinunan natin ang patlang ng ating mga daliri. Pag yumayakap ka kapag may magandang balita, o malungkot ka. Yung pagdampi ng labi mo sa labi ko kahit saglit lang, na ang rason ay niligtas mo lang naman ako dahil nalunod ako, at nung naiahon mo na ako, nataranta ka at kahit nakita mong humihinga ako at nagsagawa ka ng CPR at Mouth-to-mouth resuscitation. Parehas tayong natawa sa ginawa mo, sabi mo nga kung iisipin, parehas nating unang halik yun. At sabay din tayong nahiya sa isa't isa nung naisip na natin. Pero nakakahiya talaga iyon, kalalake kong tao, hindi ako marunong lumangoy at ikaw pa nagligtas sa akin. Biruin mo, nakaya mo ko samantalang hanggang balikat lang kita. Yung pagkanta mo kapag tumutugtog ako ng gitara. Para sakin, sa'yo ang pinakamagandang tinig na narinig ko. At noong una kitang maisayaw, ikaw ang pinakamagandang babae na nakita ko. Sa totoo lang, marami pa, napakarami pa. Alam ko namang walang papansin nito, at wala na rin yung gusto ko na makabasa nito. Pero ang sarap pala sa pakiramdam na sabihin yung totoong nararamdaman ko. Kahit sa ganitong paraan lang. Taon ko na ring kinikimkim ito.
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  4. I think this applies to both women and men : Don't be sleeping with somebody who had slept with a lot of people! Chances are, the relationship wouldn't last. People with a lot of vices, specifically if they drink liquor a lot. Just like si Kuya, above me, ⬆️he specifies that if the person makes so many excuses just for the bottle - RUN. Lastly, I like to remind everybody is that there are people who are mentally unstable. We cannot change people as much as we invested our feelings and money towards them. If somebody makes you feel bad about yourself. Leave the relationship.
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  5. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  6. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  7. 💋 Hello my name is MIHO. I'm reposting photos from my profile page. You can FOLLOW ME here.
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  8. Tatoossss is so hot for me🔥🔥🔥
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  10. Kaizen. Everyday is an opportunity to improve for the better
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  11. Thank you, Burger King for giving us options. If I remember correctly, this is the first ever mainstream fast food burger that's a step closer to vegetarian food. Technically, this burger is for our flexitarian bros. 🙂 It's made using the same equipment in the kitchen so it's contaminated with animal products.
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  12. I broke up with him because in such a short time, we were falling hard and fast. It reminded me about that time when I had this experience - it became toxic in the end. It was painful to let him go, he was vulnerable and unhappy for awhile and I was, too. We brought out the best about each other. I miss him a lot.
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  13. Has anyone here invested in crypto? What are your thoughts about it?
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  14. I think that Love isn’t love if you don’t give all that you have. I loved somebody for a long time and he and I were not on the same page. I gave up my career and became a housewife for sometime until he found somebody else who gives him more than what I have given. We parted ways, despite of that I still think he’s a genius in writing copies and admired by his peers - and sometimes when people ask me about personal stuff, I’d say that he’s very self absorbed. The next time I’d fall in love, it will be different, my greatest love affair would be with a man who is a giver not a receiver.
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  15. Avoid someone who will never make the same investment you are doing with them
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  16. ginagawa mo boy, ayus-ayusin mo nga mga desisyon mo. hahaha! eto dapat gawin mo . . . (listahan ng warnings, hehehe!)
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  17. X-ray results did not show bone fracture 😅
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  18. alfonso and redhorse w/ pussycat girls 😍
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  19. I'm a 6-footer former basketball varsity. So height is not an issue because even my 2 brothers in New York stand 6'5". I prefer her to be prettier than the average, and of course with clear smooth skin.
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  20. Kilalanin nyo maigi ang babaing kursunada nyo hindi porket maganda at malambing sayo sapat na. Iwasan nyo sa babae ang may bisyo lalo na yong mahilig sa inuman at higit sa lahat ADIK pala...... pag ang babae ay gumagamit wala na yang pagasa dahil wala na yang katwiran bisyo lang ang nasa isip palagi.
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  21. My personal Top 5: House of the Dead (1-4) Time Crisis Marvel vs Capcom series Soul Calibur And..yung crane game na may toy prize😂
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  22. You had a glimpse of happiness ... Then you get ghosted. Its a vicious cycle... Seriously, is it so hard to say "hey it is not working out, let's stop". Sigh.
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  24. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  25. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  26. ♥️ My name is Boss' Babe, you can FOLLOW ME here 🙂
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  27. 👄 I'm Aorie. Here is the link to my PROFILE PAGE, follow me! 👍
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  28. 👄 I'm Aorie. Here is the link to my PROFILE PAGE, follow me! 👍
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  29. 👄 I'm Aorie. Here is the link to my PROFILE PAGE, follow me! 👍
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  30. For God Sake's, Get to know this person's family history before settling down because this might just save your life! On a first date, just keep the person talking about themselves and let them think that they're the most important person on the planet ( just by actively listening) and do your 'investigative analysis'. If you're actually looking into finding someone to settle down with, that is! Current events leads to future trends, my friend. Watch this person talk about trash about their family, lovers and friends, it won't be for long that you'd be 'trending' too. When people tell you about themselves for the first time, BELIEVE THEM! You can't save or change people, You're not going to devote your time fixing them at all. There are tons of people living around the world and you are not going sell yourself short for someone who has a bad attitude. You're better than that.
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  31. - Bondi beach - Manly beach - Sydney Opera House - Circular Quay Dine: - The Star Sydney: Harvest Buffet - Circular Quay: heaps of choices
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  32. Dear Papa. Thank you for raising me even if you’re not my biological father. I don’t know if you’d be shocked in knowing that i’m not yours but you certainly made a huge impact in my life. Despite of Mama’s drama overtures and complicit accusations, you’ve decided to leave her and you took me with you. You died 20 years ago. I was on my own, your voice resonated in my head - and it made me through tough times. Little did i learned that secrets were unfolding right before me. I received a card a few years ago that i have to come home and attend a funeral. It was at a big funeral place on Mindanao Avenue where the rich people have theirs. The person who died was an old family friend who i’ve worked for when i was a teen. Remember him, Papa? he told Grandma that i should work during the summer break? i was very keen of having 1200 pesos a month, not bad for a kid who doesn’t know much about Excel but the work ethic is good and learned to value currency and savings. Later on my 18 birthday and on my 1st semester in college - he bought me a present - it was a small expensive watch. I declined the gift and was confused about his intentions and he understood my hesitation. He put the watch in his pocket and then i could hardly remember afterwards. As i stepped out of the car, in front of the grand place. The whole building was well lighted and the smell of burning incense was as rancid as the Pasig river made me dizzy. I got the room number and i entered the door and as I stepped in, all the people who i’ve worked with in my teen years hugged me and shaked my hand. There were strange people who took my hand and made me sit with them. They asked about my flight and i said it was long. How’s my life working for the ‘brewery’ and i said good. The strange people were his 3 sons - all Doctors. First time i’ve seen his boys. ” We’ve decided to return this to you” one of them exclaimed and handed the watch. ” I didn’t know he kept it afterall these years!, it must be 20 years since i’ve seen this!” i gasped and smiled as i held it in my hand. ” We never expect you’d turn down the rolex but Dad always reminded us about that moment you turned it down”. ” we’re actually wondering why you did, Kat..”. “ I was too young to have an extravagant gift.” i replied. ” But did you look at the back of it?”. - No. Then i looked at the back and there were words engraved. My eyes got big and about to swallow a huge lump of spit. Then i read : ’ to my only daughter, I love you always, Dad’.
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  33. Binalikan nya Yung ex nya ... Tapos sya pa galit when I said ok, but you are now dead to me. Oh well, that was almost a decade ago.
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  34. Been using Polo, Classic (Green Bottle) since the Mid 80s.
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  35. Adidas makes really comfy shoes. Nike makes cool looking shoes but not as comfy as Adidas.
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  36. Posted by Kizmet on 30 September 2003 - 12:34 PM Well i don't really believe in ghost untill i experienced one - personal encounter actually! One dear friend of mine, whom I consider my soulmate died a few years back.. We were friends for more than 10 years. Almost a year of not hearing from him I got an overseas call from my female best friend (who introduced Patrick, my soulmate, to me) and told me that Patrick died of Cardiac Arrest. More than the pain of loosing my friend, it was much painful for me having heard the news about his sickness from somebody else. In my thoughts I talked to him, Itold him.. "you are just so unfair!!!!! you used to call me whenever you have problems... I thought we both believe we are soulmates??.. " and even call him "coward!!!!" for I believe when he was in the ER he has 2 choices - to live or to die, in which I believe he chose to die to run away from his many problems. I told him I'll never forgive him unless he'll talk to me... That same night I dreamt of him talking to me and asking for an apology.. I told him, this is impossible you are now dead.. then he said why don't you open your eyes.. that statement really woke me up!... I refused to open my eyes.. pero I decided to try it... I saw light.. little by little forming into human image...getting nearer and nearer where I was... I closed my eyes and felt cold... I shouted "I forgive you but I cant take much of this anymore...pleaseeeee.....!!!!! Things normalizes when I tried to open my again.... The following night I visited his wake (in Pasay), I don't usually look at coffins, but I did kasi nga friend ko sya... I talked to him and said my last goodbye..i even joked "I'll leave early, I don't have Patrick to take me home anymore.. iniwan mo na ako eh!"... When I turned my back, the lights went out...BROWN OUT! I told him "Ok ka lang Patrick??? You know I need to leave early, you know how far Cainta is from Pasay!!" I was forced to stay for a while... I am not brave enough to walk through Funeral home's hallway without lights!!!! Then came my best friend's cousin, who happened to be with somebody from Cainta, and offered me a ride...then I said "Ok ka talaga Patrick!" Coincidence or product of my imagination??? nah... i believe it was Patrick!
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