Viola

Reading Bleach manga and adult Toshiro looks like a kpop idol.

Sad day. I wanted to get an AC installed. I have a 2nd hand split type that my cousin gave me when she replaced hers. I had it checked today to see if i can get it repaired and installed. The AC guy said i should buy a new one instead. Canvassed how much a brand new one costs, i need around 60k for unit and installation costs.  That's a huge chunk off my savings. Hays.

Scorching hot weather. Can't work like this.. i really need to get that AC fixed. 

Shopee.. you broke my heart

Sick day because of body aches and joint pains (im so old). Now im bored and putting in work, even on a sick day

Sick from the second dose .. i need some hugs

So he finally labelled your relationship but plot twist, he still thinks about his ex and he says you sometimes reminds him of his ex too. 

Should you stay in the relationship or go?

So i broke up with him. He doesnt want to but i guess when one party wants to leave, you've broken up.

There were a lot of red flags. I can justify most of them. But he became verbally abusive that i had to draw the line. 

He said he has anger issues and that's why he lashed out on me. But when the verbal abuse continued, i had to stand my ground.

And although, i still want to be with him, unless there's a change somewhere, then he would just continue to last out on me. And im not one to be abused like that. 

So i ended up staying in bed and filing for a sick leave because i dont feel too good today. I wish someone can cook me a hot bowl of sopas. The perfect food when you feel sick. 

So i was sick for two days and i thought i recovered today. But it looks like i still need time to rest. I dont feel anything except for general weakness. Like i was robbed of my strength. I worked in the morning and around lunch, i was distracted by something i read. So i decided to take a nap and i've been in and out of sleep since and i feel so weak again. Given, i also forgot to eat today. I ate some noodles just now.. so hopefully i regain some of my strength back.

So lazy today. I want to go out and eat

So tired

So you put up a great big sign that says, "bawal magtinda dito", and the vendors swarmed. The marketplace is buzzing and out of control. Without proper implementation of rules and ordinances, the marketplace will grow and the consumers will flock. 

Hays. I'll just sleep this off.

Someone online just asked me to marry them. And I dont even know them. hahaha. What is happening to the world?!?

Spent the day cleaning ... Im finally getting rid of the old encyclopedia sets... I have 3 sets and ive read two of the sets... Found a group that would accept my encyclopedias.

For the musicphiles(is this a word?) out there.. im getting rid of an estimated 200+ cassette tapes. Anyone interested before they end up in the trash bin? 

Spent the night finishing a project due at 7am. At least i still have roughly 4 hours to sleep. I love coding 

Started chatting with someone over a dating app. He thinks im such a great catch. Then he asked me, "You are smart, and funny. You like sports, you like gaming. You are independent. You got your shit figured out. How come such a great girl like you remained single for this long?"

When i was in my 20s, i would answer Im career-focused and men will still pursue 

Now, i just answered him, "Maybe because Im fat". 

He asked,"How fat?" 

I answered, "like xxl fat".

Within a few minutes, ive been unmatched.

Now, im on a diet. Been doing this for 3 weeks now. Not on a diet to get guys though. On a diet because i want to wear a crop top shirt again. 

Starting an online business... For a niche market. Kikita ba ko? Hopefully.

Staying away from Stars for a bit. Nobody posts here anyway. For those who matter, you have my number. 

Im always on edge, thinking if it is the end.

So i'll refocus on myself. Move on. Meet people and allow myself to be with someone who wants to be with me in return. 

Thank you Stars. Thank you to the friends i've made. Call or text me. 

To the enemies ive made, may you burn in hell.

To the one who held my heart, im taking it back. I wish you luck. 

Still cant focus on work. Its been like this for a week now. I need to get grounded...

Stressed. I need sugar and carbs. But im sticking with this diet. 

Sweldo today, sabi ko kulang from my expected...12k pala na tax sakin this cutoff... Yes 12k sa isang kinsenas lang... This govt better give me my taxes' worth. 

Taking a sick day today...

Taste testing different coffee blends for my soon to be later launched coffee business. Now on my 2nd cup.

TGIF.. i need a break.