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Viola

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  1. Also played DragonVale.. got bored.

    Clash of Clan - got bored 

    pokemon go - pandemic cant walk around 

    Wizards unite - same dev niantic, pandemic cant walk around

    Ragnarok - dont have any friends to play with 

    Candy crush, word search games, sudoku, crossword puzzles - got bored 

    The Room 1,2,3 - finished them all. This is an immersive room escape type of game. Great graphics. Paid game but worth it.  The part iv is still too expensive for me too.. waiting for them to release part v so part iv price becomes cheap.

    Recently 

    state of survival and last fortress - similar gameplay, SoS is better though. I got pissed off at pinoy players bullying others. They said the attacks are part of game but incessant attacks hinder growth for player and forces them to join bigger alliances or quit altogether. Essentially ruining game play for casual.players like me. Uninstalled it for the stress it caused me. 

    Currently looking for a great game for casual.players like me. I dont like mobile legends type of game.

  2. I just started watching Gotham...

    Im not a Batman fan so i dont know the lore. I only know bits and pieces.

     

    So question, commissioner Gordon was supposed to be a good cop/leader...but didnt Gotham become effed up under his watch?

    Let me know.. was it more effed up before? Did he somehow improve it?

    Or is it a case of corruption, crime and evil being deeply ingrained in society that it will take more than one man (or batman) to clean it up.

    Does it mean that we are also doomed as a country since corruption is part of our everyday lives

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  3. Today is a bad day. Yesterday was worse.

    I dont know what else i can give. No matter what i do, it is never enough.

    Last night, i cried myself to sleep. I spent today painting to numb myself. 

    The sad thing is that instead of being your support... Its your own family that breaks you.

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  4. I was 21 when i met you, you were 37. I fell in love with you and you said you loved me too. 

    It was too late when i found out you were married. I had to let you go of course. 

    If you were single, i never would have let you go.

    I never stopped loving you. From time to time, i still think of you. I tell myself, if only... 

    Now im 39, you would be 55 now. I hope you had a good life. 18years have passed and i still hold our good memories in my heart. 

    Once again, if only you were free...

  5. I'll start.

    I am depressed. I haven't been clinically diagnosed but im seeing a counselor for me to manage my depression.

    Why, because one day I said to myself, wouldn't it be nice if im dead.  That's when i know i needed to seek help first from a counselor.

    There are bad days and good days. Most days are just tolerable. 

    I wake up knowing that today is going to be bad. If i wake up without the feeling of loneliness, then I know it'll be a good day.. but how long will it remain good 

    I have learned my triggers and i try to avoid them. 

    One if the things i experience is the quick change in emotions. I am quick to anger and sadness. However, it is a struggle to be happy. 

    For example, today is a bad day for me. I woke up at 330am, with this feeling of loneliness and i started crying. I know what triggered it.

    With no one to talk to at this hour, i turn to tonight or stars to air out my thoughts.

    Hence, i started this thread. 

    Do you also experience bad days like i do?

    To add, my counselor said, i should practice self care and i am confused. What is self care? That could be for another topic though.

     

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  6. When we talk about health, we default to the physical aspect. How to lose weight or how to be fit? Which exercises or diets are effective?

    But we seldom talk about mental health. 

    This thread aims to shed light to different mental health issues, triggers and support.

    If you are experiencing a particularly bad day, this can serve as an outlet to air your thoughts out.

     

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  7. I cant say this to yoy so i'll just say it here. First, this is not a love letter.  I just want that to be clear.

    In the last few months, you were a companion. Someone, i can talk to when i feel down, or bored, or frisky. 

    In the last few weeks, ever since the universe has spoken and the possibility has become improbable, you have also lost your interest.

    Maybe it is because of the struggles you are facing now. Or maybe it is because there is nothing in it for you.

    Today, i felt sick and down. I find myself sending you a message but i didn't. I stopped. Because i didn't want to be a bother.  Instead, i deleted our conversation. Maybe next time, I'll just block you.

    Today, I feel like I lost a friend. And yes, I've set fire to the bridge. I do like to burn them. I never liked being where im not needed nor wanted.

    If it turns out im wrong, them i will build another bridge. Im very seldom wrong with these things. 

    Anyway, take care. Don't let life stress you out and I do hope things work out for you, in all aspects of your life.

    Lastly, I hope you don't allow yourself to get duped again.  

    Thank you.

     

     

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