Viola

Disappointed... I wish things change soon

Excited for this weekend's staycation. 🙂 I'll finally get to go out. 

Experiencing vertigo now due to coding for 10 hours straight. My body wants to rest but my mind is still very active.

Feeling lightheaded and all sorts after one bottle of beer... Great job... Im so lame. 

Feeling sick again. Bad headache and weakness of limbs. 

Feeling the vaccine's side effects now... I feel like sh*t. I need lambing...

Feels and looks like tonight...

Finally fell asleep only to wake up from  a nightmare.

I really wish someone is around

Finally internet is back up. Couldnt function without stable internet. It really has become one of our basic needs... More so during this pandemic

Finally taken my first sick day for the year. Gone were the days of feeling invincible. Now, i feel frail. When a little change in the weather and a drop in temperature brings unbearable back pain...or maybe its because i spend so many hours slouched in front of a computer... Or both. 

Anyway, im not getting any younger.

First night back home and im woke up from a nightmare

From purple to blue... 

Getting cross-eyed and visions begin to blur. How many nested if-else have I done so far. I love coding for 5 hours straight. i need coffee. Or someone to talk to 

I wish you would call.

Give me one reason to stay here 

And i'll turn right back around

Go out or stay home? I miss the days when I can go out just so I can read my new book in peace.

Good evening! Thank goodness it is Friday. What a tiring week.

Good morning! Another day trying to figure out the service marketplace. 

Good news!! My new laptop is getting delivered tomorrow!!! 

Gusto ko pumunta ng Baguio.. sino kaya pwede isama "as a friend"

Having a great day at work so far.. then you see something that makes you both sad and angry... 

Hays... Insomnia strikes again.. di pa din nakatulog. 

He won't let me go. We got back together. He is trying. We aren't perfect but he has improved. He is now more mindful of my feelings. There are still a lot of things we need to work out. But for now, we are happy. He can see us together 10,20years from now. He said he is in this for the long haul. 

Headache, high fever and body pains. This vax dose hit me hard. And then deadlines for tomorrow. Need to work. Need to rest.

Here I go again... Getting my heart trampled on. 

Here's a dilemna. I want to go out, but i dont like going out alone. So i guess i'll just stay home.