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Just got home

The weird dreams are back. This time, i was a reality tv participant. We had a group task. Sang "How do I live" and yodel after. We won the challenge but apparently i have imaginary bashers.

I want to go out!!!!

That self-destructive mode when you need to be surrounded with people yet you push away everyone.

Started chatting with someone over a dating app. He thinks im such a great catch. Then he asked me, "You are smart, and funny. You like sports, you like gaming. You are independent. You got your shit figured out. How come such a great girl like you remained single for this long?" When i was in my 20s, i would answer Im career-focused and men will still pursue Now, i just answered him, "Maybe because Im fat". He asked,"How fat?" I answered, "like xxl fat". Within a few minutes, ive been unmatched. Now, im on a diet. Been doing this for 3 weeks now. Not on a diet to get guys though. On a diet because i want to wear a crop top shirt again.

I miss your morning kisses when you kiss me on my cheek and lips every morning.

My Best "Buddy"

Chowspitz

omg i cnt believe how gullible you areeeee..

Waffle, nahla

One day at a time...small steps..until it numbs the pain of separation. sometimes you need to just crawl back into a bottle to wash it all out. Some say just move on to the next, but that wouldn't be fair to your next partner or it may just make things more complicated or worse later on. Keeping busy. anything that would occupy your mind and get it out of the past. work..working out...getting a new hobby...use the time to get better while your wounds heal. Just keep moving forward. looking back on purpose just reopens the wounds that are healing. One day you'll just wake up fine and refreshed.

bisky, coco and rousey

Our dog Koko having a beer and snacks

I would like to add that... when you truly love someone you stop listening to the voice in your head that keeps saying "you deserve someone better". This thought is the poison that will destabilise relationships. That is why they call it "settle down" because that's what you’re supposed to do, settle. I truly love this person, I find myself not searching anymore.

Mallows the dog! 😛

LUCY

Hmmm. let's see, what do women not tell you... They will not tell you that they want to out for dinner, but they will give you clues like they are tired of the usual food. They will not tell you that they are tired, they will just sit down, watch Netflix, observe if they take a deep breath when you are not looking. It means they are tired. They will not tell you that you smell bad, they will pretend they smelled something funny but not tell you directly that it was you they smelled. They will not tell you that they want a new iPhone 12 Pro Max. They will reboot their phones every now and then. Sometimes they show you that their FB crashed. Really? FB crashes? Sometimes you will see them charging often... Battery easily drains, daw. And when you go to the mall she will say she wants to go to the Apple Store, pretends not to care about the iPhone 12 Pro Max and looks at speakers. Really? Since when did she got interested in speakers? If you love your woman, buy her the best iPhone. It's the new De Beers.

I kinda agree. Haha. But nice read though.. I've learned something from above posts.