Viola

Just started crying for a very good reason. That wasnt the reaction i was expecting. But thank you. Take care always. 

Lamig... Sarap ng may... Kumot.  Lazy sunday morning. 

Lazy Sunday is not so lazy. My mind is restless and full of the following thoughts 

1) i want to finish this painting today 

2) i need to finish that code and that other report 

3) i'm excited im getting my first vax dose this week 

4) i want to reach out but why 

5) how do i get a housing loan to renovate my house 

6) should i try axie or similar crypto-earning games 

7) lastly, i really want to eat steak today. 

Letting go...soon. not yet but soon. Sooner i hope. 

Living for my new eyeglasses. First, i feel really cute with it on and second, i can finally read again. I do need a 2nd pair of eyeglasses

Lonely Saturday

Marupok - when you walk away and get pulled back in with a single line.

Monday blues. Lazy. Trying to get in the groove. Lots of work to finish. 

Monday, back to work. It'll be a day of coding and more coding. I just want to curl up in bed and sleep. 

Movie night with cousins... A few bottles of soju later... I'm more than tipsy. 🙂 Kinda a perfect way to end the work week

My mind is going blank from coding day and night. I need a kausap. Soon, I'll talk like one of the scripts I coded ..

function penge_kausap() {

var bored = getActiveMood();

IF (var bored=true; socialize(); work());

}

Naghahanap ng lambing. So pathetic when im this sick. I wish i have someone who would send me flowers and food to make me feel better. I also need hugs and massage. Oh well... 

Nagsigawan kami ng asawa ng tita ko. Bastos kasi. Lumabas tuloy beast mode ko after many years. 

Need to learn how to make low cal desserts naman. 

No means No. 

Note to self: make more meaningful IRL connections. Online connections can be fickle. 

Oh well, another sleepless night

Oh well... It lasted for a bit longer than the average. I should be used to it by now. 

Ok...the excitement with the whole vacation thing has worn off. Im now bored. Cant do anything. Cant go anywhere. Nobody to spend my vacay with.  Hays.

On leave today. I woke up before 6am as usual... But at least i had the option tp stay in bed.

On my 5th day of low cal diet. Lost 1.1kgs. buti na lang i lost something. I was about to give up na because im always hungry. 

Out on errands and everything is out of stock or closed. 

Penge kausap. Sakit. 

People are looking for a date this Valentine's... Can I have a Chinese New year's date? For prosperous year.

Re-watching Kingdom because i cant sleep