Viola

Another long sleepless night to meet a deadline. Anybody up for a chat later? Night owls out there, help keep me awake while I code the night away. 

Anybody up? Need someone to talk to 

On my 5th day of low cal diet. Lost 1.1kgs. buti na lang i lost something. I was about to give up na because im always hungry. 

I wonder if anybody is still up here 

Stressed. I need sugar and carbs. But im sticking with this diet. 

What a stressful Monday.

Wala na namang tulog...being overworked. Hahahaha but im enjoying it somehow

Need to learn how to make low cal desserts naman. 

I should be grieving. Instead, i feel relieved. There is no time to feel sad. Maybe when everything has been taken care of, the sadness will sink in. 

Lazy Sunday is not so lazy. My mind is restless and full of the following thoughts 

1) i want to finish this painting today 

2) i need to finish that code and that other report 

3) i'm excited im getting my first vax dose this week 

4) i want to reach out but why 

5) how do i get a housing loan to renovate my house 

6) should i try axie or similar crypto-earning games 

7) lastly, i really want to eat steak today. 

I havent been sleeping well at night. Now, i feel lightheaded and dizzy

On leave today. I woke up before 6am as usual... But at least i had the option tp stay in bed.

I want to go out!!!! 

The weird dreams are back. This time, i was a reality tv participant. We had a group task. Sang "How do I live" and yodel after. 

We won the challenge but apparently i have imaginary bashers. 

Living for my new eyeglasses. First, i feel really cute with it on and second, i can finally read again. I do need a 2nd pair of eyeglasses

No means No. 

Being on a no rice diet is much harder than i think. When my body automatically reaches for the rice when it is time to eat. I failed during lunch. I was already halfway through lunch before i realized i was eating rice. I succeeded this dinner. I will try again tomorrow and be more intentful. 

Here's a dilemna. I want to go out, but i dont like going out alone. So i guess i'll just stay home. 

Im up for 21hours straight. My entire body now hurts.

What a frustrating night

Woke up from a nightmare.  I wish i can cuddle next to someone and calm my nerves. 

There's really something comforting when enveloped in a tight embrace. 

Oh well, since i cant go back to sleep now, i'll just put in some work. 

I want to go out, get a massage and shop. 

Excited for this weekend's staycation. 🙂 I'll finally get to go out. 

Good news!! My new laptop is getting delivered tomorrow!!! 

Woke up at 130am. Now i cant sleep. I really just want to have 8 hours of sleep. Im averaging 2-4 hours of sleep daily. Sigh.