Viola

Woke up from a really bad nightmare

It might be because the ber months is a couple of weeks away, but I'm feeling lonelier than usual. I find myself wishing I have a significant other. Oh well. 

I need someone to take me away from here. Anywhere but here. 

Another long night...

It is that feeling again... 

Jiraiya's death still gives me the feels.. or maybe my saturday mornings will be like this..crying over anime deaths

Hays... Insomnia strikes again.. di pa din nakatulog. 

Why do i always bite more than i can chew?!? This was supposed to be a medium complexity project. I was only going to code, now i have to do data infrastructure? Im clueless.

Monday blues. Lazy. Trying to get in the groove. Lots of work to finish. 

Insomnia strikes again

Woke up with a bad back, filed for sick leave.. now on my 3rd meeting of the day. The lines separating work and personal have truly disappeared. 

Waiting for something that might not come isn't doing me any good. I should stop now. 

Naghahanap ng lambing. So pathetic when im this sick. I wish i have someone who would send me flowers and food to make me feel better. I also need hugs and massage. Oh well... 

Despite no longer being friends or part of each other's lives, I still hope you are okay. I worry about your physical and mental well being. Please be ok, always.

Marupok - when you walk away and get pulled back in with a single line.

I was about to go to bed when i decided tk check my work email. Next thing I know, i already spent more than 1 hour composing a response that managed to convey three main points

1) if you are smart, you shouldn't be asking me these questions.

2) why are you asking me regarding other people's reports, ask them.

3) btw, one of my reports isn't accurate because you haven't updated the data table it was pulling from. Garbage in, garbage out. But no data is bad.

Of course, i tried to convey it nicely... With a slight shade. That's why it took more than 1 hour to compose. Hays. 

I need a hug.. this week has been stressful and it looks like i'll be working this weekend too.

All meetings done for the day.. now on to "focused" work. But i'll rest my poor back first. 

Starting an online business... For a niche market. Kikita ba ko? Hopefully.

Woke up and was greeted with bad news. Is it to early to start drinking?

Well i thought im done for the day but i guess there's still more work to be done. I need chocolates

Im so happy it is Friday. Im tired this week and all i want to do is sleep.

Finally fell asleep only to wake up from  a nightmare.

I really wish someone is around

Is it odd that i want to be wrapped in someone's arms, snuggle close to him and sleep, yet i dont feel anything romantic nor sexual towards him? 

How am i gonna eat this???