Viola
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I need a drink. 7am and im on my 4th meeting and all are extremely stressful.
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It is 1am. I cant sleep. My mind is too active. I'm thinking of someone who comes and goes. I'm thinking of statistics and codes and other work related stuff. And lastly, im thinking of food. i need to sleep. I still have a 5am meeting.
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Sweldo today, sabi ko kulang from my expected...12k pala na tax sakin this cutoff... Yes 12k sa isang kinsenas lang... This govt better give me my taxes' worth.
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Sick day because of body aches and joint pains (im so old). Now im bored and putting in work, even on a sick day
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I finally have an aircon... Will finally be able to work comfortably without worrying about my laptop overheating
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In this day and age of body positivity, being called fat and ugly is pretty hurtful. It is much more painful when you are told thay nobody could love you because you are fat and ugly.
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I "met" someone who's taking the time to get to know me. It feels good. I wonder if it will last.
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Im on edge. I just want to curl up and cry.
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Today, I got approved for an insurance policy. That's good news. I like to be ready for the inevitable.
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I have a crazy obsession with getting things ready for when im gone. I have two insurance policies of my own and two funeral plans because i plan to die twice. Stocks and investments. All paperwork in one area with a list of contact numbers of my agents.
I didnt have a good and comfortable life, until now im struggling. And although i keep fighting everyday to do the things i dreamed of, im also very practical.
I can no longer pretend im lara croft and visit Cambodia. Im not sure when I can visit Japan and try all their different types of ramen.
So what im doing now is legacy building. The least i can do is pave the way for my brother and his future kids to live a moderately comfortable life.
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Insomnia strikes again. Thinking of two things, work and a certain someone. So i started working. Nothing like focused time when coding.
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I wonder if spas are open now and how safe it is to go to one. I need a total relaxation day. I need a mani/pedi, body scrub, wax and a massage. Probably facial cleaning and diamond peel too. And a haircut. Then some good food after.
I wonder if gyms are also open now.
Grasping for some sense of normalcy here.
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On leave today. I woke up before 6am as usual... But at least i had the option tp stay in bed.
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Woke up to something unexpected. At least I know... Time to work again and exhaust myself mentally.
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Been working and cleaning nonstop for 4 days now. When im mentally tired, I clean the house. When I'm physically tired, I resume work.
Lots of progress on both ends. If i have more time, I'll even paint the walls.
Is it relaxing? No. Is it therapeutic? Yes.
At the end of the day, I'm dead tired. Then I wake up 4hours later and repeat the cycle.
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1:36am.. I've been working non-stop since yesterday 6am. I need to get some rest.
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Spent the day cleaning ... Im finally getting rid of the old encyclopedia sets... I have 3 sets and ive read two of the sets... Found a group that would accept my encyclopedias.
For the musicphiles(is this a word?) out there.. im getting rid of an estimated 200+ cassette tapes. Anyone interested before they end up in the trash bin?
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I tried that wood sticker i saw in Home buddies.... Hated it. Im buying paint!
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