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  1. Another weird and vivid dream thay i dont want to forget but i will It started with me working and the internet went down. So i took my laptop and a makeshift table, went up a post and hooked myself up directly sa cable internet and started working. Not minding the uncomfortable position or that im physically defying the laws of physics Then i heard someone call my name, i looked down(because im still propped up in a post) and it was my ex. My first bf actually. I went down the post and we talked and i asked him if he has internet. He did and so we went to his house. After that, he took me back to my house and we rekindled our relationship. For some reason, he and i attended this party where couples need to ask each other 5 very personal questions. Next scene was apparently, we are now living together but we were fighting because i never asked him to go to any comic cons.. and i told him it is because ive never attended one and he changed into this drag queen and he said if you love me, we'll go to the comic con in LA because lady gaga is going to be there.
  2. HwylFawr


    Eleven days in to 2022 and Im also on day 11 of my quarantine. Yes, I tested positive for that dreadful COVID, along with the rest of my family. What a way to start the year huh? I hope this is the worst of 2022 because the end of 2021 hasn't been too good to my heart. My heart was broken during the holidays. This time around, I won't wait anymore.
  3. Staying away from Stars for a bit. Nobody posts here anyway. For those who matter, you have my number. 

    Im always on edge, thinking if it is the end.

    So i'll refocus on myself. Move on. Meet people and allow myself to be with someone who wants to be with me in return. 

    Thank you Stars. Thank you to the friends i've made. Call or text me. 

    To the enemies ive made, may you burn in hell.

    To the one who held my heart, im taking it back. I wish you luck. 

    1. Nightwriter


      I hope you’ll be fine. 

  4. Someone who cant decide what they want. I call them urong-sulong type. Just go for it of you want it or leave. One of the things i know is a wrong move on my end which ended up hurting me is trusting someone to keep a promise and then when i look back, they never really said the words "i promise".. so there was never really a promise to keep. Wrong move I assumed they promised but they never did.
  5. Someone online just asked me to marry them. And I dont even know them. hahaha. What is happening to the world?!?

  6. Im sorry for still relying on you. Im sorry that i still seek you for comfort. I'll do better. Please bear with me while i re-learn to rely on myself again. I know, I am not your burden.
  7. First night back home and im woke up from a nightmare

  8. Last night i got all drunk. Had a wine and cheese night with my team. It would be awesome to be with someone special though.
  9. Are we limited discussing the thread starter's wrong moves or wrong moves in general? In my opinion, may wrong move for other women pero right move sa iba. So get to know muna the person you like. But ung wrong move for me is ung naninigurado muna bago mag moves talaga. I dont believe in wasting time, so if someone likes me, i wish they would tell me right away so i can respond accordingly.
  10. I have a bad feeling... Historical data shows the same behavioral patterns. 

  11. Im supposed to be relaxing but part of me wants to open my laptop and work. 

  12. Woke up at 130am. Now i cant sleep. I really just want to have 8 hours of sleep. Im averaging 2-4 hours of sleep daily. Sigh. 

  13. Good news!! My new laptop is getting delivered tomorrow!!! 

  14. Excited for this weekend's staycation. 🙂 I'll finally get to go out. 

  15. I want to go out, get a massage and shop. 

  16. What a frustrating night

  17. Here's a dilemna. I want to go out, but i dont like going out alone. So i guess i'll just stay home. 

  18. Would things have been different if i came in your life first? 18yeard ago, when i had to say goodbye and from time to time i still think of you. I wonder if things could have ended differently if only... You werent the one that got away, you were the one that i had to let go because someone else had you first.
  19. Living for my new eyeglasses. First, i feel really cute with it on and second, i can finally read again. I do need a 2nd pair of eyeglasses

  20. The weird dreams are back. This time, i was a reality tv participant. We had a group task. Sang "How do I live" and yodel after. 

    We won the challenge but apparently i have imaginary bashers. 

  21. I want to go out!!!! 

  22. That self-destructive mode when you need to be surrounded with people yet you push away everyone. 

    1. handsomebob


      maybe those person are not worthy of you.....just my 2 cents

  23. I should be grieving. Instead, i feel relieved. There is no time to feel sad. Maybe when everything has been taken care of, the sadness will sink in. 

  24. Need to learn how to make low cal desserts naman. 

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